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A Busy Day

What's this? A blogtober post that's actually been written and published ON THE DAY?! I've usually been at least one day ahead of myself but I've had a busy few days so I'm a bit behind, oops. I don't really have anything in particular to blog about so I thought I'd just open up blogger and see what rubbish I spouted. Yep, so far it's total rubbish.

I have actually had a pretty busy day so far. Charlie woke me up at 8:00am so we had a cuddle and play before his feed, and then we had a mini Christmas-y photoshoot in my studio!

He soon got tired again though so I put him down for a nap and I could finally open my package! If you've watched my insta-stories today/seen my tweets you'll know I received a little something from j2o. I actually spoke about it (yes, I literally spoke!) but holy hell that was so exciting! I'm officially on their "Nice" list. I can't wait to try the Spritz; the apple and watermelon one is so nice, so I have high hopes for this one!

I had my second counselling session on Monday. We didn't talk about my surgery this time but more life in general and I have to say, I came out feeling completely, and totally shit. The subjects we spoke about honestly left me feeling really upset and like a rubbish person/daughter. I also felt like she judged me a bit. I have arranged one more session but to be honest, I might cancel it. My MH has actually been really strong over the last few months, but going to counselling is putting me in more danger of having a low episode than not going would. To be honest it's come a little late for me. I've needed counselling since I was 17 but amazingly, I definitely don't need it now. I feel that the more I go to these sessions the more likely it is I'm going to feel depressed again. I don't need that and Charlie certainly doesn't. He has a happy Mum at the moment and I would like to stay that way.

But, I digress. I have a busy afternoon/evening ahead of me and I need to get on. I'm hoping to do another 'shoot with Charlie after his nap!


  1. Aww..He's so cute and he's growing up so fast.
    Counselling can be shitty in the beginning but with time they get better you just have to be patient. I wish you well xx


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