Stressed & Struggling

I really thought my next blog post would a happy, looking-forward-to-March one but I have been so stressed lately. I know I'm always stressed but my head has literally been buzzing for days because of it. I feel like life is constantly throwing me curve balls and nothing ever seems to go right. Nothing is easy for me. I never feel confident in any decisions, and then when I finally make one, something comes along to fuck it up. I just don't know what to do for the best.

The Plan for February

Wow, January seemed to last forever and yet February still snuck up on me! I feel like I've had a million things to do in the last couple of days and yet achieved nothing. But it's time to get my shit together and achieve my goals this month. 

Charlies 6 Month Update

I can't believe it's been another three months since Charlie's last update; I swear I was only writing it last week!

An Open Letter | Dear Dad

Dear Dad, 

It's been two whole years since we said goodbye and it still hurts. I feel like I don't think about you as much as I should, but at the same time you're always in the back of my mind. Having a photo of you in my bedroom helps, it's like you're still here in a way. 

100 Truths About Me

Last month the lovely Ross at ManVsAdulthood tagged me in the '100 Truths About Me' Tag - yikes! Get a cuppa and a comfy seat guys, it's going to be a long one...

Making a Birth Plan

Lately I've been seeing a lot of ladies talking about birthing plans. Or rather 'MY PLAN IS TO HAVE A BABY!' Which is obviously a good place to start but actually, a birthing plan is worthwhile.

My (Almost) Daily Journal & How I Use It

Last October I wrote a little post talking about daily journaling. Well, I didn't actually start daily journaling until my weeks break from being online. I loved it, and wish I had started it when I said I was going to. Ever since my weeks break I don't quite manage to daily journal but I still try to write multiple times a week.

Past, Present & Happiness

Back in November, Mum and I went to a cute little cafe located just down the road to us. A tarot/angel card reader just happened to be in there (she's friends with the owner and regularly does readings there) and, luckily, came prepared. I've been wanting my cards read for a long time, and had previously used apps but it's not the same. So, I finally got my cards read.

Hello, 2018

Wow, 2018 already huh? Life is going by far too quickly. I'm 22, Charlie will be 6 months old in a few weeks and soon it will be the second anniversary of my Dads passing. Crazy. 

Unplugging

I hate to sound like I'm repeating myself but...I'm going to be repeating myself. I don't know why but I'm really struggling when it comes to blogging and being online lately, and I think I need a semi-permanent break. 

One Week Offline

On Sunday 5th November at 6:30am after 30 minutes of sleep all night; I decided I'd had enough. I was fed up with life, fed up with being on my phone all the time and fed up with being fed up. So I took a break. I uninstalled all social media apps from my phone - apart from Pinterest as I can never remember my log in - and took up daily journaling instead.