Friday 16 December 2022

A Little Life Update

Well, we are halfway through December and I haven't done very well with my goal of blogging more, have I? Oops. To be fair, I've been having a bit of an "off" month all round so far. I've been suffering with bad anxiety and even had 4 panic attacks within 24 hours this week which is very unlike me. I've also alienated myself from a lot of people this month, especially my colleagues, so work hasn't been particularly fun either. I am not having a Holly Jolly Time.

Home life hasn't been particularly brilliant either, I'm fed up with constantly worrying about bills and waiting for companies to get their shit together. British Gas are not being very helpful and I'm still waiting for broadband to be installed! I also feel like I have to spend my days off work cleaning and I'm sick of that too! Definitely feeling like I'm wasting my life right now.

On a good note though - as there is always a silver lining! - Josh had a lovely birthday this month and it was so good to get all dressed up and surprise him with meal out with most of his siblings. He had no idea I'd arranged a family dinner and he was so happy to see everyone. 

I also got my hair cut this month and coloured it so I'm feeling a bit fresher! I love having short hair again, it's so much less hassle for me than long hair is. I've received many compliments too which is a much needed boost for the ego. Oh and I got new glasses!

I'm kind of glad I haven't really felt up for blogging much this month, as it's given me a chance to think about the New Year and how I want 2023 to go (ideally, anyway.) I definitely have a plan for the new year brewing and I'm excited to get my head down and focus on what I want to achieve and how I'm going to do it. I'm really looking forward to the new year and I can't wait to share my plans with you all! 

After a rough start to the month, I'm starting to feel really positive again. It's going to be a good couple weeks to lead up to a great year. I really can't wait for Christmas too, I'm excited to spend time with family.

This may be my last post until January - unless inspiration strikes again - but I feel like 2023 is going to be a good year for blogging.

How's your December going so far?

Until next time,
Saph x

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