Getting Some Answers | The Lead Up To My Hysterectomy

As you're probably aware, my birth story is a traumatic one. If you're not aware, you can read all about it here, which I highly recommend doing. You all caught up? Okay, good. Back in October, I finally got the chance to go through my notes and get some answers.

Hello March

Wow, March already. I know February is the shortest month of the year but that absolutely flew by! It was a bit of a mental month too. In my latest blog post I spoke about how stressed I'd been feeling during February, but I've taken some time to get my thoughts together, work on a plan and I'm feeling good again. 

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Stressed & Struggling

I really thought my next blog post would a happy, looking-forward-to-March one but I have been so stressed lately. I know I'm always stressed but my head has literally been buzzing for days because of it. I feel like life is constantly throwing me curve balls and nothing ever seems to go right. Nothing is easy for me. I never feel confident in any decisions, and then when I finally make one, something comes along to fuck it up. I just don't know what to do for the best.

The Plan for February

Wow, January seemed to last forever and yet February still snuck up on me! I feel like I've had a million things to do in the last couple of days and yet achieved nothing. But it's time to get my shit together and achieve my goals this month. 

Charlies 6 Month Update

I can't believe it's been another three months since Charlie's last update; I swear I was only writing it last week!

An Open Letter | Dear Dad

Dear Dad, 

It's been two whole years since we said goodbye and it still hurts. I feel like I don't think about you as much as I should, but at the same time you're always in the back of my mind. Having a photo of you in my bedroom helps, it's like you're still here in a way. 

100 Truths About Me

Last month the lovely Ross at ManVsAdulthood tagged me in the '100 Truths About Me' Tag - yikes! Get a cuppa and a comfy seat guys, it's going to be a long one...

Making a Birth Plan

Lately I've been seeing a lot of ladies talking about birthing plans. Or rather 'MY PLAN IS TO HAVE A BABY!' Which is obviously a good place to start but actually, a birthing plan is worthwhile.

My (Almost) Daily Journal & How I Use It

Last October I wrote a little post talking about daily journaling. Well, I didn't actually start daily journaling until my weeks break from being online. I loved it, and wish I had started it when I said I was going to. Ever since my weeks break I don't quite manage to daily journal but I still try to write multiple times a week.

Past, Present & Happiness

Back in November, Mum and I went to a cute little cafe located just down the road to us. A tarot/angel card reader just happened to be in there (she's friends with the owner and regularly does readings there) and, luckily, came prepared. I've been wanting my cards read for a long time, and had previously used apps but it's not the same. So, I finally got my cards read.

Hello, 2018

Wow, 2018 already huh? Life is going by far too quickly. I'm 22, Charlie will be 6 months old in a few weeks and soon it will be the second anniversary of my Dads passing. Crazy.